sweet nothing...

i am the worst worst worst at making decisions. well, most of the time. sometimes, when i'm feeling the need for control and i have already made a decision and then ask your opinion, i'm only asking to appear nice. but, really i just want what i want. oh, jeeze. see what i'm saying?

(i mean, how many times have i changed not only the appearance of this blog, and the name....????) shit. runs. deep. y'all.

every time i see a cute girl with cute hair that is different than mine, i think oh, i should do that. even if one looks like this:

and the next looks like this:

it's reasonable to have both, in the same day, riiiiight? (and not actually wear wigs like that one insane (not in a good way) dance teacher i had once. yikes!)

runs deep. or maybe, it's just that i like everything. equally. i hate having to pick one thing that i like better. i hate to make the other thing feel bad. unless, of course, i really love one thing more than the other. like the left. i generally prefer all things left. my left side, sitting on the left side of someone (maybe because tony guest hears better out of his left ear, so sitting on his left side means he'll always hear anything important or clever i might say) and how i can get my left battement soooo much higher than my right (high-kick, rockette style, fyi). oh, jeeze. seriously?

anywho. i forgot why i started posting on this lovely, sunny (!!!!) madonna-halftime-show day (apparently there will also be football... that's the one where they try and hit home runs, right?). 

oh, right... more proof of my ability to make non-decisions. my current favorite playlist... (i'll save the play counts and keep that as private information, it's a leeeeetle bit embarrassing).

1. devil town - tony lucca

2. you've got the love (little noise sessions) - florence + the machine 

3. all the sand in all the sea - devotchka

4. my girl (a capella) - the temptations

5. rainbow - oh land

6. your song - ellie goulding

7. gypsy rose - ben kweller

8. somebody that i used to know - walk off the earth

9. spoken love - k'naan

10. you're the one that i want - the lennings

11. heartlines (acoustic) - florence + the machine

12. first breath after coma - explosions in the sky

see... no overarching theme... nothing tying all these songs together... 'cept of course that i've listened to them an unreasonable amount of times. whoops.

images: what it looked like outside my apartment this morning (on madonna-halftime-show day) here, here. for the record, i tried that sienna miller short do. when i first got to grad school. b.a.d. choice. me and sienna miller are not twinsies. duh. oh, and tony guest is leaving today. sad face all around.